?

Log in

No account? Create an account
 
 
06 November 2009 @ 09:10 pm
FYI  
Well, i didn't get the temporary assignment i thought i would get.

I'm been looking for work every single day.

I admit it, i haven't done a damn thing this week.

I've just been home.


Today is Friday. I usually watch Ghost Whisperer and stuff..

Anyway. I'm watching it then i hear a scream.. someone shot a neighbor's sister in the head.

Her brother was crying and screaming.. there's nothing like hearing that.. and the sad part is that it's not the first time i've heard it.

One of my other neighbors asked the brother if she was okay but he said she was dead and i guess she saw her because she started screaming "Oh my god, she's dead.. she's dead" over and over again.

And then after that there were 3 other shots....


I'm sorry if i brought you down but i needed to talk about it. It's not my story but god, that poor girl. I didn't even know her but no one should have to see their sister, daughter, friend die like that.

I hate people.. HATE THEM. Them and their fucked up issues and their fucking guns.

It's all a bunch of bullshit. It's in the news. It's outside my fucking door it's everywhere.

This is why i always hated going out at night.

Because all the fucked up people come out.

*cries* it's just soo messed up.


I'm trying and trying to find a job right now. Trying to have something to look forward to because i've been depressed lately.

So pray for me and if you'd like, humm for that girl and her family. I don't know them but i would never wish that on anyone.
Tags: , ,
 
 
Current Location: In bed, hiding from life
 
 
 
Naficehnaficeh on November 7th, 2009 05:34 am (UTC)
omg.. I dont even know what to say. That's horrible..
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:35 am (UTC)
Yeah, i know.

It's just surreal.

I was just here in my room and all this shits happening outside my door

It's just.. god... someone died today.
technopagan hippie chick: zoe lovegeminilove_ca on November 7th, 2009 05:35 am (UTC)
*hugs and hugs* as bad as I've felt about my life and the world right now, I'm not dealing with that.

I'm gonna hum as loud as I can... okay?

Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:38 am (UTC)
Yeah *sighs*

*hugs* thank you

I just hope everyone i love is safe and sound.
(Deleted comment)
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:59 am (UTC)
*hugs back* thank you sweetie
 Late Night Drops of Random: Dean almost cryingmoondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:02 am (UTC)
Oh hon. :( I can't even begin to say anything that will make this better. But you're in my thoughts as well as this girl's family. What a waste of promising life...
*Staggers off to bed* You hang in there ok?
*Huggles*
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:10 am (UTC)
Yeah, it's a messed up situation *hugs*

Thank you sweetie

Sleep well *kisses forehead*
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 04:48 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:20 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 05:27 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 05:30 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:34 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 05:48 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:50 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 05:52 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:54 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 05:59 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:00 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:04 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:07 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:08 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:10 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:13 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:15 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:27 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:27 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:29 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 06:36 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 06:39 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - moondropz on November 7th, 2009 07:52 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Jessica: pic#89035712irsandyberg on November 7th, 2009 07:07 am (UTC)
That's awful. Poor girl. *hugs*
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 07:10 am (UTC)
(no subject) - irsandyberg on November 7th, 2009 07:18 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - ilovesn on November 7th, 2009 07:22 am (UTC) (Expand)
(Deleted comment)
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:18 pm (UTC)
Yeah, its awful

*hugs back*

Thank you sweetie
brigid_tanner: candlebrigid_tanner on November 7th, 2009 02:20 pm (UTC)
This crap is happening all too often all over the place. Sorry it was so close to you. At least they have the suspect, so he's not still loose.

We've been having a lot of shooting into houses here. Then the people whose houses have been shot into go and shoot at the people they think are responsible. If they get the wrong people, well, that's just another group of people out shooting at more people. I don't understand how they can have so little regard for life.

*hugs*
Lissieilovesn on November 7th, 2009 05:19 pm (UTC)
I know, it's all over the news and stuff... it's different when it's on TV than in RL

*sighs*

That's horrible.. i had no idea

*huggles*
bitterbird on November 8th, 2009 01:33 am (UTC)
oh wow so scary *hugs*
Lissieilovesn on November 8th, 2009 01:37 am (UTC)
*hugs* i know sweetie
i love that lullabywriting_light on November 10th, 2009 12:34 am (UTC)
Oh Sweetie, that's so horrible! And so traumatizing even if you didn't know the girl who it happened to. I hope you're doing okay. *hugs*
Lissieilovesn on November 10th, 2009 02:43 am (UTC)
*hgus* i'm good sweetie